http://kristinbell.org/2008/12/01/notes-on-schizophrenia-probabilitysocial-aspects/ certifiably insane! Mon, 30 Jan 2012 09:36:03 +0000 hourly 1 http://wordpress.com/ http://kristinbell.org/2008/12/01/notes-on-schizophrenia-probabilitysocial-aspects/#comment-3331 Sun, 28 Mar 2010 02:47:15 +0000 http://kristinbell.wordpress.com/?p=460#comment-3331 Hello Not a good idea okay!

]]> http://kristinbell.org/2008/12/01/notes-on-schizophrenia-probabilitysocial-aspects/#comment-3329 Sun, 28 Mar 2010 02:22:02 +0000 http://kristinbell.wordpress.com/?p=460#comment-3329 NO! Don’t kill yourself! Seriously, I need more schizophrenic friends! I’m going to email you at the address here…

]]> http://kristinbell.org/2008/12/01/notes-on-schizophrenia-probabilitysocial-aspects/#comment-3328 Sun, 28 Mar 2010 02:20:35 +0000 http://kristinbell.wordpress.com/?p=460#comment-3328 Hey there! I do understand. I’ve not had many friends in my life either and it is hard! Do you want to be friends with me? Do you want to join Facebook? We could get to know each other more…maybe play some computer games? Most of my friends are online friends too. Please don’t kill yourself. I think it is cool that you dragon boat! Sounds fun! I love being on the water too! I’m going to write to your email too.

]]> http://kristinbell.org/2008/12/01/notes-on-schizophrenia-probabilitysocial-aspects/#comment-3319 Fri, 26 Mar 2010 19:04:23 +0000 http://kristinbell.wordpress.com/?p=460#comment-3319 what kind of life is it that I’m living not having friends or family like this for years like this? I’m just here right now. Nothings getting better, nothing is going to get better, nothings gotten better………..I won’t kill myself cause I exactly want to die so much as my lack of hope is so intense….there’s no way for things to get better…..there’s only killing myself and leaving………either I stay and suffer, or I leave this earth! I’ll dragon boat tonight and I enjoy dragon boating I’ll have a good time of it……..but I’m just here. this is no life! This isn’t living!

]]> http://kristinbell.org/2008/12/01/notes-on-schizophrenia-probabilitysocial-aspects/#comment-3317 Fri, 26 Mar 2010 18:41:22 +0000 http://kristinbell.wordpress.com/?p=460#comment-3317 I’ve been schizophrenic well officially on meds and all for bout 3 years now………..I don’t have any friends, I haven’t had friends for years. I dragon boat but though I’ll talk to people on my team I more often then not am just sitting alone…..I feel so hopeless on my prospects of making friends, so when I actually am suicidal I’m more suicidal then some schizophrenics………I’m definately going to kill myself it’s just a matter of when and how.

]]> http://kristinbell.org/2008/12/01/notes-on-schizophrenia-probabilitysocial-aspects/#comment-3239 Thu, 11 Feb 2010 02:43:53 +0000 http://kristinbell.wordpress.com/?p=460#comment-3239 Sorry I misspelled your name.
Kristin.

]]> http://kristinbell.org/2008/12/01/notes-on-schizophrenia-probabilitysocial-aspects/#comment-3238 Thu, 11 Feb 2010 02:42:19 +0000 http://kristinbell.wordpress.com/?p=460#comment-3238 Kristen is right, I was considered dangerous by some people but I was much more harmful to myself.
Better now.
-Paranoid schizophrenic

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